The mean age of NMs was 34.38, 72.2% (
n = 13) of them had an undergraduate degree, 66.6% (
n = 12) had only one child (
Table 1).
Table 1Findings on the descriptive characteristics of NMs.
The mean work experience of NMs in the profession was 12.11 years, and 77.77% (
n = 14) of them stated that they gave care/treatment to patients with suspicion of COVID-19. Also, 61.1% (
n = 11) of the NMs stated that they stayed with their families during the COVID-19 pandemic but could not have close interactions with them, and 27.7% (
n = 5) stated that they sent their children to their relatives and could only get into contact with them remotely (
Table 2).
Table 2Findings regarding professional characteristics and familial relationships of NMs in the COVID-19 pandemic.
In the analysis of the findings related to the experiences, emotions, and expectations of NMs, three main themes were determined, namely, difficulties experienced, emotions experienced, and coping (
Table 3).
Table 4Research questions.
Theme 1: Difficulties experienced
The theme, difficulty experienced, was discussed under two categories: difficulties experienced by mothers and difficulties experienced by children.
Difficulties experienced by mothers
This category consists of six codes: social isolation, hygiene practices, inability to hug/contact children, having difficulties in the mother role, burnout, and stigma.
In the social isolation code, NMs stated that they were separated from their families and children. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “I saw my child once every two months. I lived completely away from my family and stayed in a dormitory during this period. I missed eating at the same table. …” (NM 11, 26 Year).
In the hygiene practices code, NMs stated that they were more careful about their personal hygiene after clinical practice. One of the NMs said, “As soon as I get home, I take a shower and clean. Despite this, I have always been nervous when approaching my children. I felt a pang of conscience while trying to stop my child's crying for hours because I did not allow him to hug me happily when I came home” (NM 2, 28 Year).
In the code of inability to hug/contact children, NMs stated that they stayed away from their families because they thought that they might have been exposed to the virus and thus might infect their family members. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “I avoided contact with my child as much as possible in the pandemic. As I avoided contact as much as possible, he wanted to hug me even more” (NM 17, 32 Year).
In the code of difficulty in fulfilling the maternal role, NMs stated that their family order was disrupted, they could not establish close contact with their children, and they had to follow their children's development from afar. One of the NMs said, “COVID-19 has affected our family life badly. When the cases have increased, I have got worried about my family and had to send my child to my mother. I cannot be there for my child when he needs me the most. I am anxious because I cannot fully fulfill my role as a mother” (NM 16, 33 Year).
In the burnout code, NMs expressed their burnout due to the inability to provide two-way communication between work and family life during the COVID-19 pandemic. One of the NMs said, “I can't cope… My exhaustion is increasing every other day.. ” (NM 14, 45 Year).
In the stigma code, NMs stated that they were stigmatized as potential COVID-19 virus carriers by society. One of the NMS stated, “The attitudes of society towards me because I am a nurse and their keeping away from me disturbed me…” (NM 12, 48 Year).
Difficulty experienced by children
This category consists of five codes: social restriction/isolation, change in routines, changes in games, regression, and falling behind on education.
In the social restriction/isolation code, NMs reported that they were adversely affected due to the change in their children's routines and social distancing. One of the NMs said, “We cannot go out of the house, and my child can only go to the garden of our house. He cannot spend time with his friends and suffers from loneliness” (NM 10, 29 Year).
In the code of changes in routines, NMs said that staying at home all the time caused behavioral changes in children. One of the NMs said, “Because my children are at home all the time and they can't spend time, their TV and phone usage times have increased” (NM 7, 42 Year).
In the changes in games code, NMs reported that their children had problems due to technology use and that the content of their games changed. Regarding this code, one of the NMS said, “My child is bored of spending time at home all the time, his grandmother can't keep up with his energy, and they got old, too. We used to not allow him to play games on the phone when we were together, but now he started to spend time on the phone and television due to COVID-19”(NM 13, 37 Year).
In the regression code, NMs stated that the developmental periods of their children were adversely affected during the COVID-19 pandemic. One of the NMs about this code said, “As the number of cases has increased, I have had to send my child to my parents. My child had gained progress in toilet training; unfortunately, we broke up, and this situation affected him a lot, and now he is wearing diapers again. I cannot be there for my child when he needs me the most” (NM 16, 33 Year).
In the code of falling behind on education, NMs reported that the education of their children was negatively affected by the distance education process. Regarding this code, one of the NMs stated, “I am afraid that falling behind on the school will create reluctance towards his education” (NM 15, 29 Year).
Theme 2: Emotions experienced
The theme, emotions experienced, was discussed under two categories: emotions experienced by mothers and emotions experienced by children.
Emotions experienced by mothers
This category consists of five codes: fear, longing, stress, depression, and guilt.
In the fear code, NMs stated that they were afraid that they might have been exposed to the virus and that they might infect their family and people close to them. Regarding this code, one of the NMs stated, “During the pandemic period, I have been afraid that I won't be able to protect my children while touching and saving the lives of others…” (NM 2, 28 Year).
In the longing code, NMs stated that the COVID-19 period was tough, they had to stay away from their families and children, and they had to keep their distance from their families even when they spent time with them. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “They say that whoever experiences it knows it… My psychology has been turned upside down. I cannot see my family because I serve pandemic patients. I have never been this far apart from my child. I miss him so much” (NM 13, 37 Year).
In the stress code, NMs stated that they were stressed due to the social limitations and uncertainty brought about by COVID-19. Regarding this code, one NM said, “Being unable to take my child to the park often and warning him not to touch his mask when I do have become difficult and stressful” (NM 15, 29 Year).
In the depression code, NMs stated that they were adversely affected psychosocially due to the long working hours brought by the pandemic, working with protective equipment, being away from social support sources and their families, and the risk of transmission of the disease. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “I'm exhausted. We're having trouble breathing due to overalls, masks, goggles, and gloves” (NM 11, 26 Year).
In the guilt code, NMs thought that they could not fully fulfill their role functions as a mother. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “I feel guilty because I cannot spare enough time for home and work and my child…” (NM 18, 27 Year).
Emotions experienced by children
This category consists of five codes: fear, longing, anger-aggressive reactions, loneliness, unhappiness.
In the fear code, NMs stated that they were separated from their children, the children had difficulty in making sense of what was happening around them, and that they were negatively affected psychosocially. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “During the pandemic period, my child has been afraid because he has not been able to make sense of what is happening around him” (NM 8, 27 Year).
In the longing code, NMs stated that their children longed for them because they could not have close contact with their families due to their profession. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “The pandemic process has made me and my family live in separate cities. After the clinical practice, I have not been able to see my child. Being apart has increased our longing for each other” (NM 16, 33 Year).
In the anger-aggressive reactions code, NMs stated that their children exhibited abnormal reactions because they could not access resources where they could meet their needs independently. Related to this code, one of the NMs said, “My child is normally calm. Living away from family life has made him an aggressive child. He has developed a behavior of throwing toys” (NM 16, 33 Year).
In the loneliness code, NMs reported that their children suffered from loneliness due to compulsory isolation and reduced social relationships during the pandemic. One NM said, “My child has felt lonely, unloved, and abandoned during this period” (NM 1, 37 Year).
In the unhappiness code, NMs stated that their children were away from their social circles and were adversely affected by lockdowns. Regarding this code, a nurse mother said, “My son's social life has been restricted. He cannot go to the park or the garden. He is unhappy because he is always at home” (NM 17, 32 Year).
Theme 3: Coping
The theme, coping, was discussed under two categories: mothers' coping and children's coping.
Mothers' Coping
This category consists of four codes: family support, ignoring, taking precautions, and self-motivation.
In the family support code, NMs stated that they were separated from their children during the COVID-19 pandemic, so their family members took care of their children. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “COVID-19 has literally broken our family. My in-laws take care of my children. I communicate with my children thanks to video chat utility” (NM 14, 45 Year).
In the ignoring code, NMs stated that they tried to maintain their well-being by ignoring the physical and mental fatigue caused by COVID-19. Regarding this code, one nurse said, “I am psychologically devastated, but I try to ignore the problems” (NM 7, 42 Year).
In the taking precautions code, NMs reported that they paid attention to personal hygiene rules and social isolation to protect themselves from COVID-19. Regarding this code, one NM said, “While doing my job, I approach every patient as if they have COVID-19. I have taken the necessary precautions” (NM 10, 29 Year).
In the self-motivation code, NMs stated that they resisted the stress that COVID-19 created in their lives with the thought that the pandemic would end. Regarding this code, one of the NMs said, “During this period, panic and fear have taken me captive. I feel as if there will be no tomorrow… I have made the process easier by telling myself that I can overcome it” (NM 4, 41 Year).
Children's coping
This category consists of three codes: technology commitment, constant questioning of the process, and crying episodes.
In the technology commitment code, NMs stated that their children had problems due to technology use. Regarding this code, one NM said “My child got away from books and games and became addicted to phones and tablets” (NM 4, 41 Year).
In the constant questioning of the process code, NMs stated that their children constantly asked questions because of the uncertainty of the situation they were in and because they did not understand what was going on around them. Regarding this code, one NM said, “My child is constantly asking why we are wearing masks, why we are not going to the playground, why I don't kiss him” (NM 6, 31 Year).
In the crying episodes' code, NMs stated that their children used crying episodes as a method of coping with their fears or suppressing or eliminating the situation they were in because they could not socialize and spend their energy and they were separated from their parents due to lockdowns. Regarding this code, one NM said, “Fear of abandonment and crying episodes have peaked in my child during this period” (NM 1, 37 Year).